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September 11, 2011

wtf is happening to me? why is this all happening?why would life do this to me? who am i?

hi everyone:) i have a problem, im full of love ever since my last girlfriend dumped me and broke my heart. i started to feel like i wanted to get a girlfriend and never let her go, im always being a sensitive person, a guy with lots of feelings and not be afraid to express them in a cool way but with out the crying and the gayness. ever since that event i changed, my life changed and it wont ever be the same… the reason why i mention the part about my girlfriend is because i think it all originates from her. at first i couldn’t forget about her i thought i would go crazy! i will admit that i fell in a deep phase of depression for a quite reasonable full year! then as time passed i moved on and started to have fun.
i have always smoked weed and none of my friends has ever had a problem with it, i would always smoke in secret but this year a few couple of people started to notice it, since the i think my life or at least how people see me is different. people look at me in a wrong way! why do people make such a big deal about me smoking weed?! i know a lot of people do it and some know how to control it and we have those who are **** ups and abuse it and blame any stupidity they do on weed!
im the same person high or not i just use it to relax.
in the past i used to suffer from a lot of stress but i tried smoking weed once and ever since then for me alone my life has changed and everything has gone better and it wont stop. im not an addict i smoke every time i feel like it but never more than twice a day sometime i forget about it and stop for months.
people call me druggie but im like "WTF"!! how am i a Facking druggie? only cuz i use weed doesn’t mean im one of those meth mouths out there. honestly i graduated top ten in my school and graduated early from my high school. i was high in every test! an i would get A’s on all of them. im proud of myself but no one will accept me for it, i have accomplished more than anyone i know. i remember that my class mates would get jealous and do **** to me.. in other words NERDS would bully me! i was the only person on the whole honors courses who didn’t seemed to belong in there. The same would happen in the Ap courses and any advanced brain popping class. i have always been smart and believe it or not… MARIJUANA works different for me! and no im not trolling anyone i just want to know why is my life so wrong? what can u tell me about what u read? honestly to tell u all the truth… my life is perfect i have money a house and i can get anything i want or need, so why do people look at me like im doing wrong? i don’t sell weed but i buy it illegally from a friend, i buy a dime each week which is like 10grams for which is cool, but i keep it for myself and its just for me and i wouldnt give it to kids i have full understanding of what i have and im mature about it.
anyways people see me and the have told me that i look like i seem to have all the answers cuz im always so realaxed never get angry and im very kind but im also rude (when i just dont give a flip), so why do people worry? if im happy why would people be piccking on me? when i was young it was my teachers my classmates and my teachers, now is still my parents and some girlfriends but no my guy friends. i also dont look nothing like a pot head i dress well and i take care of myself in any way u can think (even sexually) 😛

sorry for writting so much i hope its understandable:) good luck to you all who also have a problem.
also i can sometimes be shy and i love to live alone even tough my house its always full of guy and girls and kids and all kinds of people..
P.S. my house its really big and fancy, and no i dont live in a trailer or a box hahaha.

also when i was young my dad was never there for me and my mom HATED me! she never believed in me and now that im at the top! now after all this years, after all that’s happened they want to reach out to me… i dont need them, im always being alone just me against the world. WTF is wrong with this people!


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    September 9, 2011

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      July 16, 2011

      Petition for Dependency for My Niece– HELP?

      Background: My sister has a history of living in deplorable conditions (by any standard), being neglectful (emotionally and physical) of her daughter, my niece, who is 2.5 years, chronically unemployed, and has a documented history of mental illness, including bipolar disorder and severe depression.

      In February, her live-in long term boyfriend (baby’s father) fled the state without them as he had just gotten off of parole or probation for felony drug charges, He is also a meth addict, although I cannot say if he is currently using or not.

      During this time (and even before ) my sister and niece were living in a trailer, in squalor, poverty and filth. I then became aware (my sister is very withdrawn, dishonest, and secretive) via her best friend, that for the previous 12 months, my sister had been abandoning my niece for weeks at a time with her, and lying to all of her family about it. Lisa (the friend) finally threatened to call CPS, to report the neglect, abandonment, and filthy condition my niece was constantly dumped off in. She had finally had enough.

      At that time I was alerted to the severity of the situation, and I pursueded (regretfully) Lisa not to call CPS. I moved my sister and niece out of that vile trailer. There were feces and cats and urine and filth every where. The utilities were being turned off for non payment.

      I put all of her stuff that I could salvage into storage. I moved my sister and niece into my home with my husband. There is plenty of room, 4 bedrooms, plenty of property, chickens, a pool, swings, and just us 2 lovebirds. –Plus my sister and my niece now.

      I’d hoped I could help her turn things around. Give her stability, positive role models, all the money and support she needed to get back on her feet, and get healthy again so she could be a good mom. I have failed. She needs more than I can offer. She lies chronically, especially about where she goes with my niece, which includes sneaking out of the house to have sexual renduvous with her baby’s daddy (who’s returned to Tucson after abandoning them for months). She takes the child to god-knows-where, cheap motels on bad sides of town. At home she is neglectful and neglegent, and lazy. She doesn’t feed clean or model responsibly for my niece at all. I can no longer trust her with my niece in my house. She is not seeking help, not getting better, not getting a job, just as withdrawn, dirty and neglectful as ever. Sometimes I come home and my niece is soaked in cold urine with out panties or a pullup because she has been ignored all day. She is starting to have night terrors and rageful tantrums.

      I take her with me to work most days I can, and I am enrolling her in a part time daycare to get her away from my sister’s care for as much as possible.

      I cannot facilitate this in my home. After 6 months, she has not made improvement. I will be kicking her out, and telling her that if she tries to take the child (she has no where to go, even the dad is virually homeless) I will call the police and CPS.

      I will be filing a Petition for Dependency IMMEDIATELY… but I don’t know how. I’ve partnered with a lawyer (too expensive) and a social worker (who advised me to remove my sister and her influences from our house), and hope to go the ‘private’ route. It will be as simple or as ugly as she wants to make it. She needs more than I (and the rest of our family) can offer her to get help. Court mandated classes/therapy/job placement is my last hope.

      But I must to this right. I live in Pima County (Tucson) just outside of city limits. My husband and I have all the resources, commitment and flexibility (he is a business owner) we need to care for our niece for as long as it takes for my sister to be able to be a mom again.

      But I am not a lawyer, and I am terrified of going through this process wrong and failing….. not for myself, but for my niece.

      Please help. Please advise. I may even be willing to hire if the fees are reasonable. I am desperate, and terrified for the welfare of my niece under my sister’s care. PLEASE HELP.


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        July 12, 2011

        Petition for Dependency for my Niece –HELP!?

        Background: My sister has a history of living in deplorable conditions (by any standard), being neglectful (emotionally and physical) of her daughter, my niece, who is 2.5 years, chronically unemployed, and has a documented history of mental illness, including bipolar disorder and severe depression.

        In February, her live-in long term boyfriend (baby’s father) fled the state without them as he had just gotten off of parole or probation for felony drug charges, He is also a meth addict, although I cannot say if he is currently using or not.

        During this time (and even before ) my sister and niece were living in a trailer, in squalor, poverty and filth. I then became aware (my sister is very withdrawn, dishonest, and secretive) via her best friend, that for the previous 12 months, my sister had been abandoning my niece for weeks at a time with her, and lying to all of her family about it. Lisa (the friend) finally threatened to call CPS, to report the neglect, abandonment, and filthy condition my niece was constantly dumped off in. She had finally had enough.

        At that time I was alerted to the severity of the situation, and I pursueded (regretfully) Lisa not to call CPS. I moved my sister and niece out of that vile trailer. There were feces and cats and urine and filth every where. The utilities were being turned off for non payment.

        I put all of her stuff that I could salvage into storage. I moved my sister and niece into my home with my husband. There is plenty of room, 4 bedrooms, plenty of property, chickens, a pool, swings, and just us 2 lovebirds. –Plus my sister and my niece now.

        I’d hoped I could help her turn things around. Give her stability, positive role models, all the money and support she needed to get back on her feet, and get healthy again so she could be a good mom. I have failed. She needs more than I can offer. She lies chronically, especially about where she goes with my niece, which includes sneaking out of the house to have sexual renduvous with her baby’s daddy (who’s returned to Tucson after abandoning them for months). She takes the child to god-knows-where, cheap motels on bad sides of town. At home she is neglectful and neglegent, and lazy. She doesn’t feed clean or model responsibly for my niece at all. I can no longer trust her with my niece in my house. She is not seeking help, not getting better, not getting a job, just as withdrawn, dirty and neglectful as ever. Sometimes I come home and my niece is soaked in cold urine with out panties or a pullup because she has been ignored all day. She is starting to have night terrors and rageful tantrums.

        I take her with me to work most days I can, and I am enrolling her in a part time daycare to get her away from my sister’s care for as much as possible.

        I cannot facilitate this in my home. After 6 months, she has not made improvement. I will be kicking her out, and telling her that if she tries to take the child (she has no where to go, even the dad is virually homeless) I will call the police and CPS.

        I will be filing a Petition for Dependency IMMEDIATELY… but I don’t know how. I’ve partnered with a lawyer (too expensive) and a social worker (who advised me to remove my sister and her influences from our house), and hope to go the ‘private’ route. It will be as simple or as ugly as she wants to make it. She needs more than I (and the rest of our family) can offer her to get help. Court mandated classes/therapy/job placement is my last hope.

        But I must to this right. I live in Pima County (Tucson) just outside of city limits. My husband and I have all the resources, commitment and flexibility (he is a business owner) we need to care for our niece for as long as it takes for my sister to be able to be a mom again.

        But I am not a lawyer, and I am terrified of going through this process wrong and failing….. not for myself, but for my niece.

        Please help. Please advise. I may even be willing to hire if the fees are reasonable. I am desperate, and terrified for the welfare of my niece under my sister’s care. PLEASE HELP.


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          January 5, 2011

          People squatting on the property I rent in California.?

          Filed under: Info — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , — kktrax @ 12:24 pm

          So I am renting a house on a property with 3 units, 1 house in the back and a duplex in the front. And in the basement of the duplex is a squatter and her friends. Problem is the squatter is the landlord (slumlord)’s daughter and she is a known meth addict, and he is not really doing much to get rid of her, even though all the real tenants on the property are complaining to him about this. I have called the police and made reports about her and I have talked to my landlord about his daughter and now have even resorted to taking pictures of the things going on there.. My house has had mail stolen and there is always creepy people hanging around my property. Unfortunately in California if a squatter takes up residency in a building for more then 30 days they are a legal tenant and in order to get rid of them they have to be evicted like any tenant that pays rent. But like I said my landlord is not really doing anything about it.
          I just went outside to put the garbage out and in the street right now is one of the squatters tweaker friends working on a truck and trailer in the street and I am just plain tired of this. I just called the police again to report this guy working on the car and they said they would come by because in the county I live in you cant work on cars in the street.

          Now I am just plain tired of this crap, they bring loads of trash around and do bad things. In the basement they are squatting there is no bath room or shower, which means they are using a bucket to go to the bathroom which means there is human waste being dumped somewhere on the property. Can someone please tell me if there is anything I can do about this! I am fed up!
          sadly this is nothing new for the police in my city! It is after all a very crime ridden city. I called the police about half an hour ago and asked them to call me when they come, but i have no heard anything back yet. this sucks


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